Beautiful Tomorrow

Hi anyone!, Ive been keep this entry for a very long time. Maybe this is the time I should post it ... =,=' just don't know the reason. Just maybe this is the right time. hahaha Okay... Im not really pro in my working life actually. But sometimes when I feel motivated, it really can give me positive vibrate and then Im feeling good even my bos keep nagging beside me. Ive been working for only 3 years... what only 3 years? and hell yeah... there are tons of people like me who never got a real job until they are 30 years old okay! I not saying that im good in my job...but sometimes you can listen to others to get motivated rite?. Okay, firstly if you are not graduate from a good school with a colourful and wonderful pointers, its doesn't matter bruh!, BUT, Of course you need to have a good attitude. How can you tell it you have a good attitude?. Come work early, dress up nicely, speak nice things, and of course, etiquette!.  If you are come in worst conditio...

Hello Semua Orang... Hari ni puasa ke-8 dan aku entah kenapa harini aku fefiling firs love tetiba...mungkin sebabkan ade hal baru-baru ni kat tempat kerja dan hal tu mengingatkan aku tentang seorang yang aku panggil dia first love aku...hahaha...meremang sikit la bulu roma bila sebut first love. Dengar je dalam cerita korea pasal first love jadah semua macam sweet je... aku pun pernah berjanji dengan diri aku supaya orang yang jadi first love aku adalah orang yang jadi last love... ni tak kira dengan first love cinta monyet zaman jahiliyah sekolah rendah aku.. first love aku...aku pernah cerita dalam blog sblmni...orang yang aku pernah tulis nama dia dalam hati dan sampai sekarang...susah nak padam. Memang betul... kita akan ingat sampai bila-bila.. walaupun aku dah tak lagi berharap pada dia.. tapi dia masih ada kesan dalam hati... Sebab mungkin aku masih tak ada seorang yang aku panggil kekasih, ataupun tunang, ataupun suami. Dan mungkin sebab aku sunyi... tapi sungguh...

Everyone chasing the same dream..yup me too, we dream for better life. But how? But in chasing that dream, are we use the right way? can we happy when we falling down? do we really appreciate things happen even it was the worst one? Im not really good with life, yea, who said they are the best in managing this life except Allah?. Even we planned the best, but who knows if it really best for us. Thanks God, Im still a maiden. I living with my parents and taking care of my two little sisters. (They are not literally little ) Who does not want to get married? when some of my friends start spreading the world that they are getting engaged, or married, but me, I still surviving in making money and thinking how can I survive end of the months with RM20. Are that blessed?... Alhamdulillah...I feel blessed... even sometimes I forgot to thank to Allah, He still give me parents and siblings and friends to be hold... BLESSED life doesnt need much money...it doesnt need much friends...d...

Its nearly to Ramadhan again, and my heart beating fast. What kind of test will come to me this Ramadhan?. What kind of Love, Allah try to show me this time. Its a really long way to go through this 2015 and 2016. Its really beautiful journey that make me hesitate either should I stop it or continue it. Clearly I remember, its was on the end of june 2015 where it already half of Ramadhan 1436. I meet him, the one that I think Allah send to me to test me either I am really strong enough to face it. The pray that I always whisper tru my Do'a  to make my heart strong enough for the love that Allah already give. Nearly end of Ramadhan 1436, everything seems to be fast... EVERYTHING. And what really disappointed me that, I dindt change my heart at all to Allah. But I change it towards the guy that I barely know. My wish at that 1st day of Ramadhan is to finish read the Al-Quran but, I only read it halfway. And the other half, I keep thinking to that guy. "Then which of the Bles...

Oh Hai!, Harini jom kita cerita pasal hostel. Aku?. pengalaman takdelah banyak sangat duduk kat hostel ni. Tapi bila dengar kawan-kawan lain punya kenangan hostel, aku rasa aku dalam golongan yang bertuah sebab beranikan diri untuk tinggal kat hostel ni. Ramai student yang sebenarnya tak berpeluang duduk kat hostel ni, kenapa? #1 sebab rumah deorang dekat, buat apa nak duduk hostel kan?. #2 sebab anak mak... mostly semua orang pun anak mak kan?. hmm... manja plus takut. #3 sebab anak bongsu, macam adik aku jugak. tapi dia tekad nak duduk hostel bila dah masuk form 4. #4 sebab tak berminat pun. Dik, kenangan hostel ni terasa bila zaman sekolah je dik. Bila dah masuk U, hostel dia lain. Tu macam hotel servis sendiri. Series. Proudly to say, aku duduk hostel zaman sekolah selama 4 tahun. 1 tahun aku duduk rumah, sebab baru pindah ke JB masa tu, tak tau pun ada sekolah yang dekat2 dan bole apply hostel. Lagipun keputusan form 2 aku tak memuaskan untuk aku dapat sekolah premier ya...

Lama dah rasanya tk mengupdate. Banyk sangat benda yang jadi sekarang ni...semuanya macam mimpi ngeri dan mimpi indah dan mimpi ngeri balik. okay back to our main subject.  Nak Berniaga? Jom! tapi ... Aku memang tak minat berniaga sebenarnya. Aku pun susah nak terikut-ikut orang berniaga. Tapi semua orang yang aku kenal dan rapat semuanya bersemangat waja, saga, wira, persona, gen2, dan inspira nak berniaga. Aku?. masih tak minat. Tapi bila aku fikir-fikir balik banyak sangat peluang untuk aku berniaga.  #1. Aku boleh masak. Walaupun masak benda simple-simple. Kuih donat ke, karipap ke, roti jala ke..boleh je... tapi ... #2. Aku boleh je belajar menjahit baju dengan pakar jait baju iaitu mak aku sendiri. Berduyun2 orang datang nak jait baju dgn mak aku, ade blouse, jubah, dress, baju baby, baju orang tua, gemuk ke kurus ke tinggi ke, semua boleh... tapi ... #3. Aku pernah kerja koperasi sekolah jadi AJK Minimart. Aku belajar macm mana kira mock up, nak berhada...