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Heppy Graduation Day to Me..=)

Hello , Hi,

Good Day isnt it?. I woke up at 12p.m today, seriously,,,=,='' Tired in the car from perak still inside my body.
Perak is 8 hours driving from my Johor Land. Tired?. seriously, tired even not me who drive the car.
What am i doing at perak.....Hehe..guess what,
Im Officially a graduate as Diploma in Town And Regional Planning. The tiredness of 3 years finally over, Congratulate for my friends, and me. Thank you All...
I love wiritng, ive told you before ya. And I want to write something....

 

Seeing my friends wearing those mortar board and jubah make me smile wide. I proud of them. even on our last touch, most of them tired, most of them want to take off, most of them want to surrender. Me also, i keep crying last time. Thinking of my family, Thinking of our family. we take more step ahead. 

My name on the last list. I can see all of them take the scroll, I smile very wide. I cannot hide it. If i smile this wide, their parents will also feel the same. proud of them. But, 

Sadly, not all of them were here. I feel more empty space. I miss them. I want  to see all of them here, wearing mortar board and jubah. even we not wearing the pink shawl called ANC. Its okay, at least all of them here. But it heartbroken. 

The number were decrease from 90 something to 62. The person who supposed to be in front of me were not like before. The arrangement were not as I thought it should be. Where are them. 

If they not coming, its okay. I know, how they feel. I know how they will be. Its really heartbroken. 

where is Ayu, Where is Ima, Where Aini, Zira, Mai, Anis, Nana, Wan, Ridhwan, Weng, Sob , who supposed to be our leader. I miss them...I want to see them.. But, knowing they already pass the test. I feel Glad. Next session I will see they graduate too.

Coming home last night I looked back at the photo inside my camera. Just some of it. Most of them were not here. I cried again. I miss them... 

Friends. I know, you feel heartbroken. I know. 

Its okay friends. you can do better actually, just you are not lucky enough. Keep going what you do. Keep on untill you be better than us. Its okay.

After I took off the jubah. I know. its the end of us here. I dont know, when we will meet again. I dont know, what I should be next without you all. 

wish you all the best. Dont afraid to try something new.  Make your parents proud of you more and more. I love you guys, I miss you guys. Thanks for the precious memory you scratch to me. Happy Graduation Day.