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Beautifully Hurt

Walking on the same path as usual, watching the same view, breathing the same air, But today, Something was different. The feeling inside. Its hard to explain Even my head could not digest any of the feeling. What are they I took some deep breath. And exhale it longer than usual. Hoping it will go away with it. But no, The satisfaction never hit me. I left with the same feeling again. It unspeakable, Its true but Its untrue. I look at them, hoping they understand They tell me everything were fake. I fake it up for no reason. How should I dust away this misery? Why I should fake it for no reason? It was very uncomfortable. So not comfortable, Just stand with me I hope. Just tell me Im doing good, and you are proud of me. Even you have to lie straight to my face. But. Don't let me caught that you lying. Looking at the beautiful view that I admire for a long time. It so beautiful that I could not take my life away, but, It so beautiful that I could t...
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Memories are meant to be left behind

Hardisk aku dh full dan drama banyak lagi yang belum dapat simpan. So aku simpan semua sepah2. Ada dekat komputer office (which means, bahaya dan tak boleh) dekat lattop aku. (lagi bahaya, lattop lama. Kang tetiba dia tak boleh on. Menangis nak download balik) dan ada yg kt fon. ( Same case as my lattop) so, aku bergantung harap pada hardisk. Dan nak beli baru pun satu hal jugak. Baik aku kumpul duit beli lattop baru. Kan... So kesudahannya aku bukak lah semua folder2 lama yang dalam hardisk. Mana tahu boleh kurangkan sikit beban dia. Boleh masuk satu drama pun jadilah. Dan bila bukak folder2 lama ni mulalah tersingkap kenangan dulu... sewaktu...kasih berputik...ku gengam..erat tanganmu..Kau tunduk.....sembunyikan wajah...namun dapat aku..... (STOP IT YUHA) (Face palm) And Ive found the most, memorable, sweetest and authentic picture or my memories. Okay, now let me be a sentimental person, Im start having a melancholy. Jujur aku cakap.... Aku jugak yang lepaskan semua...dan a...

Normal Life

Hi Everyone. Ive put a rest on my entry for a very long time. Maybe this is the right time to post out something while I suddenly think on this entry after Ive scrolling my twitter. Normal Life. Last 2 days, My mom telling me about all of my cousin stories. From the good news to the bad news. The good news is we will have another wedding end of this year and the bad news is, there have another cousin ending up her marriage life end of last year. I cant say anything on these news when I don't know when our bad news or good news will be told to everyone in the big families. and I cant say that Im glad, that theres no one get hurt in my families and how lucky we are that my families does not have any bad news this week or this month. Because the time have not come yet. and the time will come one day. Thats a normal life. Somedays we have a weddings. we have a newborn, we have a new family members. and we have laugh. and somedays, we have some fighting, we have a divorce...

Passion, where it was started.

Hello, Havent post anything in this meantime. Im really busy. Im so busy fighting with my job lately. Ok Im a liar. Im just busy memorise lyrics to sing on SMULE. hahaha. Im getting disturbed by this app call Smule. where you can sing like Karaoke things anywhere in your phone. And I really love it how I got a lot of international friends who love KPOP songs. Back to my topic. I ve just realise, theres tons of sisters and brothers(adik-adik) of me PM me on my Facebook acc last 4 years to ask me about TOWN & REGIONAL PLANNING or in malay PERANCANGAN BANDAR DAN WILAYAH. That was 4 years ago. Where I turn my carrier to this Graphic Designer thing. Im really SORRY... REALLY REALLY SORRY for them who I did not reply, or even take a glance on it in my Facebook Messenger. Im really sorry. And mostly Im really shock for what Ive post when Im still studying Perancangan Bandar Dan Wilayah. They really get my passion into them and take it with them. I really appreciate that and becaus...

Luka

Luka, Kadang kala kita pun tak tahu bila kita terluka, tahu-tahu saja terasa sakit. kita pun tak tahu bila ia boleh baik, kadang-kadang boleh melarat. Untuk sembuh bukan mudah, perlu sentiasa di jaga, supaya tidak tinggal kesan. Untuk hilangkan kesan pun bukan mudah kadang-kadang ia akan tinggal untuk selama-lamanya. Sakit? memang sakit, tapi kalau kita terus kacau tempat yang terluka. Ia akan sakit, sakit yang buatkan kita nangis. Luka. siapa yang selalu terluka kadang-kadang dah lali dengan kesakitannya. Tapi, ada yang selalu sengaja meraba kesannya. Supaya dia boleh terus terluka. Sebab dia nak semua orang tahu dia terluka. Sebab dia nak biar diri dia terluka. Supaya akan ada orang yang datang merawat. Kadang-kadang kita tak perasan kita buat orang terluka. Kita terlalu leka dengan senyuman dia. Adakah kita tahu dia tahu? Yang cara kita juga tak sama. Luka dia dan luka kita tak sama kesakitannya. Jagalah diri kita, tapi jangan lupa, jaga diri mereka....

Aku, Grafik dan Perancangan Bandar

Ive been working since 2013. Yup exactly after I finish my Diploma Ive start working. If I wanna count after I graduated. I think ive been working longer than my Diploma life. So what the hell I put Town Planning as one  of this writing?. There have so much similarities between town planning and graphic also with my life. first of all. Im gonna use a ROJAK Language. So pardon me for a lot of grammar and preposition and also any unusual malay word that being combined with my broken english. Im working in graphic world. Sitting in front of PC for whole 8hours trying to finish a last minutes artwork. I guess most of graphic designer out there also facing the same things as me. Im studying in Town and Regional Planning where my whole 3 years of studying Im struggling with maps, road, housing, commercial and also projects. If people ask me why I never try to working in this field. I can say that Im a such a loser. Because for me Town Planning is like my first love. after being in ...

Work like a pro

Hi anyone!, Ive been keep this entry for a very long time. Maybe this is the time I should post it ... =,=' just don't know the reason. Just maybe this is the right time. hahaha Okay... Im not really pro in my working life actually. But sometimes when I feel motivated, it really can give me positive vibrate and then Im feeling good even my bos keep nagging beside me. Ive been working for only 3 years... what only 3 years? and hell yeah... there are tons of people like me who never got a real job until they are 30 years old okay! I not saying that im good in my job...but sometimes you can listen to others to get motivated rite?. Okay, firstly if you are not graduate from a good school with a colourful and wonderful pointers, its doesn't matter bruh!, BUT, Of course you need to have a good attitude. How can you tell it you have a good attitude?. Come work early, dress up nicely, speak nice things, and of course, etiquette!.  If you are come in worst conditio...